And The Hits Keep Coming

When you keep telling yourself you have so very much to be thankful for, to stop feeling sorry for yourself. But really all you want to do is curl up in a ball and sob... When you feel all alone... This is me at the moment. No vehicle, having to beg rides to pay a bill or go to the store, just to get to church or work. No freedom or independence... I never realized how stifling and frustrating it is. I am a goer and a doer. I hate having to wait on others. This may be why God is making me go through this to teach me to wait and trust... Not sure I'm doing a good job. I just end up wanting to cry. James had so very much more patience than I ever did or will have!