Well, I have survived a year without my husband. Three days after the one year anniversary I moved into this tiny one room cabin for the winter. It has been so hard and there are mornings I don't want to wake up or get up and I wonder what the use of going on is but I know that is pointless to think that way so I get up and get moving and go on with my day.
I have a lot of aches and pains. I hurt and dread the winter which is fast upon me as it is supposed to snow tonight! But life must be lived and God obviously has more for me to do so I keep on keeping on.
I am blessed. I am loved and cared for by many and I know this it's just the moment by moment of every day that I find lonely and often feel pain when around married couples or hear wives or husbands talking about their spouse. It makes my heart hurt and feel the loss very greatly. I know this is normal but it doesn't ease the pain of the fact that it is so.
I will continue on... I am blessed.
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